"To really be a creator, you must ask yourself 'in the stillest moment of your night, if you were truly denied you to create, would you die?' and if your answer is yes, you have no choice: that is your choice because there is no greater euphoria in a different place for an artist. that's where you are; that's what you do. that's it and it's not an easy life, but it's your life."
-Rainer maria rilke